Hard time

When it's bed time, I can hardly close my eyes and sleep.

When it's day time, I'm lying on my bed, try not to get up.

There're so much challenges to face, so much conflict to deal. And now I know there're two people who I really dislike in my life. Two of the same type, and they were two best friends.

From a conversation of my very close friend, I found that I am actually very stubborn, but I show it only with certain people. And again, thanks God for giving me a Jonathan to point out my weakness and to learn.

I really dislike myself, when it comes to failure. It's not that I don't like failure, but it's that I couldn't deal with failure effectively, in terms of emotion. Why can't I just take it optimisticly? I learned from it, but still, it will affect me for quite a long time.

Keep In Pray!