The Hall of Fame

Since the moment I joined BB, I wanted badly to be in the hall of fame and make new records. Till now, I still want it badly. But, making new records is just going to make me a Legend on earth. Few years later, it's worthless.

There are a lot of competition on and off. Winning the competition is nothing without winning the soul. I rather lose in the competition but let the BB captain win the comrades soul. But I prefer both. :)

I hope this will make me very clear of my purpose statement whenever I'm with them. May God bless me.

The Sequel of The LEGEND

First of all, let us look at what I've posted at facebook on yesterday.

"We don't get a throphy, but we've won back ourself. Won what we need. But, did the BB captain won your soul?"

"I never agree with people who takes a competition more than a competition. Although you won few throphies, but you are still a loser to yourself. :) No offence, just expressing my view loser."

"Remember what I've told you all just now? It's about a company triumph and LEGEND. You guys can make it, but remember, not Palsm 27:3 but Palsm 27:14. It says, "要 等 候 耶 和 華 ！ 當 壯 膽 ， 堅 固 你 的 心 ！ 我 再 說 ， 要 等 候 耶 和 華 ！" :) Sorry that I've made you all cry, and I think the ice-creams are counted as redemptions. :)"

"This is probably the best frasa competition that I've ever experienced. Thank all of you, especially the true leader(also the BB Captain) among the team. :)"

"I don't know what should I call it, a failure or a success? For the others, it's a failure. But for us, it's a success. Simply amazing experience. And today the facebook statuses on everyone's page actually updated quite a lot."

Whenever I feel like sharing, I just don't know how to share and what to share. I knew that a lot of you did cry after falling out, and I truly understand that you had put in a lot of effort. I don't know what placing we have, but I'll hope you guys can take it as a last. A chinese proverb says, "以退为进". I wish that you can actually gain back yourself, your confidence, your fighting spirit and your love in Drill and BB, prepare yourself for the next few years. We are a champion, the champion of yesterday, today and tomorrow. :)

You don't get a throphy, so do I. But I tell you, we are LEGEND.
L-Love
E-Enthusiasm
G-Gratitude
E-Effective and Efficient
N-Naughty/Navigated
D-Determination

This is your first competition and you failed. But did you know that how many competitions had I gone through and when was my first success? I finally get my very first throphy after 10 competitions. Failure do not stop me from loving drill and BB, but instead I even love more about it.

For some of you guys staying back at the company after the competition actually get an ice-cream each from Teng Yan and me. There is a message there. We treated you all with the ice creams because we love you all, we just wanna spread the love to you all, as we experienced the love. Remember the song Pass It On which I shared in LTC? Here's the link to the lyrics, to let you all recall it. :) http://www.my.homewithgod.com/heavenlymidis2/pass.html

Let me end this sharing with this quote.

"Let me win. But if I cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt."

--Special Olympics World Summer Games 2007--

Yours truly,
Brother Chan Yi Hern

不可不Blog

For those who don't read chinese, the title stated that I can't not to blog. It's both gramatically and logically wrong. :) If you don't understand then it's okay, 'cause I don't understand it either. :p

I couldn't tell you that how amazing I feel right now. It's nothing about me, but my very good friend.

In the beginning of the Frasa training of CLBU01, I actually look up to them and wish that they can break the record again. But then the result made me disappointed. I mean they are potential, but they are actually a large piece of junk now. So, I actuaally did nothing. Oh gosh, I regretted for what I've done.

The training in the holidays was one of the best training that I've ever experience. We had a lot of improvements and we did enjoy the whole process. That was the time where I started to pray. The progression was indeed a surprise for everyone. I bet there's no other people can do it like us.

Today, I went to their rehearsal for the competition which is on tomorrow, and again I was quite disappointed. Then I was goofing around as usual, then fetch few people home. After a nice bath and a nice dinner, I sign in my facebook. There were few people consulted me about their nervousness, but I didn't actually help them. Instead, I teased them. Lol, bad one... :) But later on, I felt the nervousness myself. So sweat. So, I used quite a lot of time to post a status on my facebook.

After few replies from the post, I'm so shock and asked how could it be? It's so awesome that they actually understand from the Bible Class in every week of Parade and they actually practicing it. Few non-Christians are actually trying to pray for the competition. How great it is. Tomorrow is the competition, but we are not really prepared for it. Until just now, I only know that we are actually one of the five teams in Frasa catagory. There used to be 8, and now we are already the survivor, in other words, we are already the winner.

We have the best of everything, because we have God. So, there's nothing to worry then right? :)

Lost and found

Yeah, Amazing Grace is one of my very favourite song...

Life seems to be lost and found. When you lost something, you'll only know how important it is for you.

Yesterday was a bad day for me... I mean what that happened in the evening. Yup, I lost my patience and let my anger control me. It took quite a lot of time to me to recover and to triumph. Through the whole incident, I found out that I have a lot of friends, brothers and sisters there to encourage and support. Although we hardly meet, but the bond we have is just simply amazing.

Yes, I finally finished most of my job for BNTS... Everything seems returning back to normal.

Thanks God for His care and love. And I would like to appologize that I actually forgot the time when we started our relationship, that kind of love, pure love. Thank you Jesus for reminding me and love me so much, in times of darkness in my life, you are still with me.

To whoever who read this, please pray for me. May God help me to learn and do the lessons below.

The lesson of this week:
1. The heart of worship is obedience.
2. If you say you love Him, but you can't obey Him, there's a problem.
3. Jesus don't want your achievement, your job, your success, but your faith and love.
4. We are no longer offer sacrifice, but the sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving.

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An exclamation mark can describe what am I now!

I'm pissed! Out of sudden, I hate myself... Hardly...

FML... I finally gonna use this word...

I'm still don't know who am I...

I don't want to know either...

I am not who I am...

Why I let my anger control myself? Look at the destruction? It cost a lot... I just hate it, I just hate it...

Now I just wanna stay cool, stay alone...

Oh shit, there're tonnes of job which is needed to submit...

How am I gonna do?

I just want to surrender... Start a new life... That's it!

HOW HOW HOW????

Nice Weekend...

As usual, I had BB, MYF, Sunday Service and Sunday School on weekends... What makes it different is ME!

First, it's exam period. So, CLB Drillers are not drilling in the morning. I take the very precious time to sleep. :) Then watched saturday morning cartoons, as I did in my primary school. But this do not really make a good weekend to me.

BB runs as usual... Although problems are still there, but how? It's not beyond your authority. The kick ass part which made my weekend nice is the bible study part. Honestly, I drop a tiny bit of my tear while listening to the sharing from Rev. Wee. All these days, I found out that I hate people questioning what's my future plan, and I'm so worried about my SPM results. But Rev. said, no matter how it is, God will make a way! We must seek Him for guidance...

Then it came to MYF, we have a Purpose Driven Life(PDL) discussion and sharing that night. Although it's only about 10 of us there, indeed we have a great time there. Throughout the session, I learned a lot of things...(this is what everyone comment, lol) I rediscover why I'm here on earth for...

Next, Sunday service. 1st thing that delighted me is Kelvin! Long time din see his botak head liao... hehe... everything as usual, then it came to Sunday School. The class for that day is the conclusion of the Lord's Prayer. Everyone seems extraordinary quiet that day... LOL.

I bought lunch home for myself, Ah Neh, mom and maid. Hehe, seems once in a blue moon. I had some rest than fetch STY, TSB and OBF to penang. Me and OBF headed Penang for BNTS meeting, while STY and TSB is go to kill their time... Hehe. BNTS dragged quite a lot... Luckily STY and TSB didn't feel that bad about it. I am suppose to go BNTS as a photographer only this year, but then I recieved a last minute job as a guitarist plus event 2 planner this year. It was quite last minute though, but I must accept as it's what I am there for.

After the meeting, 3 ma lat lou headed gurney for dinner and shopping. When I walked around Gurney Plaza, it seems change a lot. The only memory for the last visit is was like August or September of 2009.

As the night is still young, we headed bola-bola for pool. lol... I won for that night.... Muahaha...

That's all about the nice weekend...

Love

What is Love?

The defination of love is told in 1Corinthians 13. But today, I'm not gonna speak about that, as James Lau had did a very good job in sharing 1 Corinthians 13 verse by verse.

Love is a curse to someone who curse. Love is a curse which breaks all curse. Love breaks fear, love aid in resenting anger, love makes people put down himself, love free people!

Through my experience in leading, I can't say that I know how to lead or I'm good in it. I always learn throughout the process. Yes, although I'm not good in it, why do I do that? Because I need to? There's nothing make meet need to lead. No one need me to lead, I'm not born to lead.

So, what is it? I lead because I love. I love my God who leads me, I love the people around me, and I wish that they could be lead by my God too. Love motivates me to lead.

It's truly sad to see one by one leaders lost their passion, and love... It seems we are not doing a great job... We must spread the love on, as facebook did spread it's addiction!

Calendar

Sometimes calendar is fun...You can mark the day you like...

Or see what happen on that day...


Cross the day that had just passed...

Or even add more dates if do not have enough time?
30 days are not enough, perhaps 33 days will be...

But when you have 33 days a month, you will ask for more then....


Calendar is indeed fun! :)

Wait, what is April 22 again? Isn't it Yu Kai's Birthday?