Everyone was surprised that I am able to go for the trip. Seriously speaking, I'm not.
I've declined appointments and pushed away my schedules in the very last minute, and now working overnight to have a stress-free trip, yet, no one sees it.
Today is a productive day. Serviced a car, went for Starbucks free cup while waiting, played with Jasper, played Bingo at Gaeik's house using her account, practiced piano and finally learned a song, cleaned my room, packed some stuff and passed on my Founder's questionnaire to someone else to take charge.
I enjoy being at home alone, really alone, with no one else bothers me and blocking my way. Sometimes I'm not sure who I am in this house. Sometimes I got kicked out of the keys tor those who underwent formal music education for their practice. The remote goes off my hand, have to go out of the way for someone to pass through. I guess hiding in my room is quite comfortable sometimes, or else people will exaggerate what I did.
I understand the hectic and tiredness after a whole week of work, yet......
Anyway, I'll complete my job before I sleep regardless of what tomorrow is.
Almost breakdown, thanks to tones and melodies for your accompaniment.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Overflowing blessing
God's blessing is abundant.
I'm not a perfect being. Compared to sinners, I'm more sinful than them; compared to saints, I'm holier than them. I don't have much, but God loves me.
God gave me two university options. Firstly, he gave me 22k of scholarship to a prestigious school with all the ideal education environment for me. Secondly, he gave me a good school also, and opened up a door for me to join their honors program in Fall 2012. I would only say that he is pampering me, and make me proud to decline either one of the offer which not much people will get.
Pray that I will continue to be taught to be humble and thankful than arrogant. =)
I'm not a perfect being. Compared to sinners, I'm more sinful than them; compared to saints, I'm holier than them. I don't have much, but God loves me.
God gave me two university options. Firstly, he gave me 22k of scholarship to a prestigious school with all the ideal education environment for me. Secondly, he gave me a good school also, and opened up a door for me to join their honors program in Fall 2012. I would only say that he is pampering me, and make me proud to decline either one of the offer which not much people will get.
Pray that I will continue to be taught to be humble and thankful than arrogant. =)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Diarrhea
My tummy is bloated... =(
I went to the clinic after the long day. Woke up at 7 something to go to the toilet, with mind thinking that it's normal and it'll be over after this. Who knows it tortures me for a day!
Anyway, I went to the doctor whom I used to see him a lot back in those days, and his business was getting worse. I used to line up to get into his clinic, but not anymore. Remembered that I used to get the privilege to jump queue, hahaha.
He check my tummy, and it hurts. He used his stereoscope to listen to my tummy, and funnily he said that there's still a lot of "pang sai jui" (literal translation: shit water). Haha.
That's not all, the highlight of the day was he spotted me in the newspaper months ago! Haha. He teased me for my mild food poisoning due to have too much of mee goreng. Hehe
Okay, I need to restore my energy to get all the "shit water" out later. Chaos =)
I went to the clinic after the long day. Woke up at 7 something to go to the toilet, with mind thinking that it's normal and it'll be over after this. Who knows it tortures me for a day!
Anyway, I went to the doctor whom I used to see him a lot back in those days, and his business was getting worse. I used to line up to get into his clinic, but not anymore. Remembered that I used to get the privilege to jump queue, hahaha.
He check my tummy, and it hurts. He used his stereoscope to listen to my tummy, and funnily he said that there's still a lot of "pang sai jui" (literal translation: shit water). Haha.
That's not all, the highlight of the day was he spotted me in the newspaper months ago! Haha. He teased me for my mild food poisoning due to have too much of mee goreng. Hehe
Okay, I need to restore my energy to get all the "shit water" out later. Chaos =)
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
ICTL 2011
Joined International Teaching and Learning Conference 2011 (ICTL 2011) organized by Inti Education Group as a result of luckiness to get involved in a paper with my lecturers.
Met lots of great people, and also a very small number of arrogant people. Ahem... I guess he is la, from the way he talk and stuff. Okay, there's only one! Anyway, lots of pretty girls there, but they are years older than me. Met a lecturer from IICP who looks like Charmaine Sheh, just a bit smaller in size. Hehe.
I still can't get rid of a coordinator's face until now. She's Ms Liew. I don't know why but find her quite attractive. I guess she's not young anymore.
Yeap, met a very cute guy, Mr Robert Ng. He's enthusiastic, funny and old. I guess he's funny because he's old. Haha
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| Senior Lecturer from Inti University |
He shared with us on student-centered teaching, and also reminded a lot of us about the fundamental of education.
Next up, Dato' Dr. Ibrahim Ahmad Bajunid, Deputy Vice Chancellor of Inti International University. I get to know more about his legacy from Dr. William Wong. He's super great, and all the educationist should know him! Didn't know that he is a friend of Tun. Dr. Mahathir and helped him a lot in education and finance. He gave a keynote address which was very strong, but I've missed it. Never mind, at least I got his paper! Yay!
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| What a brilliant guy! He asked a question to the panel who are discussing on the topic of assessment, "How do you evaluate and assess in the area of extra-curricular activities?" Awesomeness! |
Following by, Mr Edmund Tan! The holistic guy. Was with him at almost all meals, and he was a little bit over-talking. Perhaps, he's very passionate about what he is preaching. Thanks for guiding and sharing, got lots of idea and philosophies from you a lot.
Continue wit Dr. John Langrehr, a crazy guy from Australia. He is the Australian Education Consultant, and also the founder of John Langrehr Thinking Program who advocates a lot on creative thinking. He just publish his resources publicly and lots of people stole it. And the shocking part is that he doesn't mind about it, even when they publish it without acknowledgement. One day, a publisher came to him and helped him to get back his "stuff". Cool guy!
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| Mr Cool |
Along side, I've met with Dr Michael and Dr Milondo from South Africa! They are super passionate and humanistic. As the African students have no idea about economics, Michael designed lots of games just to gain interest and teach his students! Crazy man!
Talked to Mr. Ooi KK a lot, and he's seriously a joker. I'm kinda admire his family relationship, especially how his wife admires him. She supported him and laugh hardly at the lame jokes he made. Aww...
Last but not least, Dr. William Wong. CE of Inti College Sarawak, ex-Academic Dean of IICP, and he's coming back to IICP again!
A very dedicated educationist who work tirelessly for students and also Inti. Well, he's almost holistic, except for his physical health. The first time I met him was in Inti Student Based Conference 2010 (ISBC) while he's giving his keynote. I don't bother him much during that time. Until Dr. Kimura told me that he's the guy who employed her and inspired her, I walked to him this year outside the library and talked to him. Humble indeed, I mean him. He's very inspiring! We had lots of talks together, and I'll just call it synergy! He even lend me his Doctorate Thesis! Cute guy! I guess he is someone whom all Inti students must know!
I think I'll call it an end. =D Join ICTL 2013 in Sabah yea, prepare your papers now!
Monday, November 21, 2011
大桥跑
跑大桥是一种兴奋。开始时，大家都很努力地在跑，脚步声自然地就形成一种说不出来的节奏感，推动着大家前进。
说会努力地跑，大家也只不过是再度的竞争，就想当年在子宫里，不过这一次不是为了生命，而是成就。
在运动的场合上，是男生的都会非常地兴奋。为了运动的方便，女孩们都自然的绑起了马尾，这就是运动的乐趣。但一旦发现前后有别时，希望就会渐渐地消灭。美的有很多，但已被占据的更多。悲哀...
总结来说，我很开心，因为达到了目标，同时也获得了非常多的视线上的花红。^^
说会努力地跑，大家也只不过是再度的竞争，就想当年在子宫里，不过这一次不是为了生命，而是成就。
在运动的场合上，是男生的都会非常地兴奋。为了运动的方便，女孩们都自然的绑起了马尾，这就是运动的乐趣。但一旦发现前后有别时，希望就会渐渐地消灭。美的有很多，但已被占据的更多。悲哀...
总结来说，我很开心，因为达到了目标，同时也获得了非常多的视线上的花红。^^
Facebook Challenge
Starting from 19 November 2011, I will stop Facebook for a week.
The first two days was easy, as I was quite busy. But on the 3rd day, due to the end of my classes in Inti, I have nothing to do but stay at home. Watched movie, finished a novel, walking here and there, so on. Until it came to blogging, I need photos! Without Facebook, I can get photos with my face only from my camera. Sad case is that I've not taking much photos in this year!
Day 3 without Facebook, I regain my photography passion and have lots of time to kill. I've read a lot of articles and all are beneficence. =) Besides, I carve for Face to Face human interaction also, but sadly, I couldn't really found one to go out in mainland. =(
Day 4 & 5, thanks to Jiong Da, I signed in to reply his message. Hahaha... At the same time, I found that I've long neglected Online Messenger like MSN, Yahoo and Skype due to Facebook. I used to hate Facebook chat, until they really improved to the point of irresistible. Haha, kudos Facebook. Thanks to this FB challenge also, I quit abandoning my blog, at least for now. Haha.
Day 6 and 7 was easy, as I'm down with diarrhea and I was so sick to open the computer. Yay!
Week without Facebook is cool. Should do it more! Sadly, I'm rapidly getting back to the addiction again, but improved at least.
The first two days was easy, as I was quite busy. But on the 3rd day, due to the end of my classes in Inti, I have nothing to do but stay at home. Watched movie, finished a novel, walking here and there, so on. Until it came to blogging, I need photos! Without Facebook, I can get photos with my face only from my camera. Sad case is that I've not taking much photos in this year!
Day 3 without Facebook, I regain my photography passion and have lots of time to kill. I've read a lot of articles and all are beneficence. =) Besides, I carve for Face to Face human interaction also, but sadly, I couldn't really found one to go out in mainland. =(
Day 4 & 5, thanks to Jiong Da, I signed in to reply his message. Hahaha... At the same time, I found that I've long neglected Online Messenger like MSN, Yahoo and Skype due to Facebook. I used to hate Facebook chat, until they really improved to the point of irresistible. Haha, kudos Facebook. Thanks to this FB challenge also, I quit abandoning my blog, at least for now. Haha.
Day 6 and 7 was easy, as I'm down with diarrhea and I was so sick to open the computer. Yay!
Week without Facebook is cool. Should do it more! Sadly, I'm rapidly getting back to the addiction again, but improved at least.
Friday, November 18, 2011
沈佳仪
看完了＜那些年，我们一起追女孩＞的电影，加上正阅读九把刀的小说，还真怀念，不禁想起了当年的青春。
是，我心中还有沈佳仪。幼稚，也就是她当年常挂在嘴边的话。坐在我前面，常常转身来说话。也许那时我还没喜欢她，直到我错过了机会。追女孩的念头都不在我中学里，但喜欢却有另一番的解释。也许用功读书是我的策略吧。
还记得毕业后有尝试的追她，但因为怕破坏友谊就没没告白，但还是尽力的保持好朋友的距离。
还记得同班时，她既给了我一个提示，但我忘了，直到今天。 也不知道为什么当初会打了＂miss ya " 的简讯给她。而出乎预料的是她竟然回复我＂if miss me then continue to SMS la＂。也许这是她的调皮吧，而这点深深地把我吸住了。
她十分调皮，十分创意。很多时候我很不明白为什么那么甘愿的被她欺负，陪着她累坏身体。也许也只有5年，但这5年已足够让我回味了。谢谢妳进入我的生命。
也许我正体会着九把刀的那思念及痴情；5年就这样变成了习惯。
如今，我也只能把它作为过去，深深的祝福你，一定要幸福，一定不可被欺负。如果没有人给你欺负，我愿意。永远幸福快乐 =）
是，我心中还有沈佳仪。幼稚，也就是她当年常挂在嘴边的话。坐在我前面，常常转身来说话。也许那时我还没喜欢她，直到我错过了机会。追女孩的念头都不在我中学里，但喜欢却有另一番的解释。也许用功读书是我的策略吧。
还记得毕业后有尝试的追她，但因为怕破坏友谊就没没告白，但还是尽力的保持好朋友的距离。
还记得同班时，她既给了我一个提示，但我忘了，直到今天。 也不知道为什么当初会打了＂miss ya " 的简讯给她。而出乎预料的是她竟然回复我＂if miss me then continue to SMS la＂。也许这是她的调皮吧，而这点深深地把我吸住了。
她十分调皮，十分创意。很多时候我很不明白为什么那么甘愿的被她欺负，陪着她累坏身体。也许也只有5年，但这5年已足够让我回味了。谢谢妳进入我的生命。
也许我正体会着九把刀的那思念及痴情；5年就这样变成了习惯。
如今，我也只能把它作为过去，深深的祝福你，一定要幸福，一定不可被欺负。如果没有人给你欺负，我愿意。永远幸福快乐 =）
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Fast pace of life
Things happen fast. I guess I'm clearer with my direction right now, but still with some questions in mind. It's a long time since get a good time and shaved
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Creation and heartache
34And Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, "Behold, this child is appointed(BF) for the fall and rising of many in Israel, and for a sign(BG)that is opposed 35(and a sword will pierce through your own soul also), so that thoughts from many hearts may be revealed." Luke 2:34-35
Recently, I've started a student movement, and the project is a board! People can post their thoughts, discuss on any issues, post comments and also Like the post. Everything will operate as a Facebook, it's just that it's an offline mode. The aim of the board is to create awareness and promote thinking. At the same time, it's suppose to guide the thinking of the youth in a correct way. Yes, the word correct seems controversial, however, me as a leader together with my adviser have one mission in mind, that is moving people to the right-evangelism.
Yesterday was the first day of launching, and I was so sad about it. Yes, the response is overwhelming, but they are just all crap. The beautiful board seem to be corrupted by the rubbish, my heart sank. I just wanted to shout to all the crappers, "Hey, I'm the Creator of the board, I give you the freedom to voice out, but why are you corrupting it? Isn't that you should be responsible and love the board?" I almost feel like destroying the board, seriously. God is almighty and he is sovereign, he too can destroy the world, yet he love us.
God showed me the scripture above, and it comforts me a lot. Virgin Mary and Joseph is so strong, they've knew the truth that they will hurt deeply, yet they still move on. Thanks Mr Edmund (my adviser) for encouraging me and give me a clear picture. I guess I know what to do now, and the thing I lack is love.
Pray that I'll become more like Jesus, with a fatherly heart, and teaches the children patiently.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Calling
I just feel that I need to talk to him. There're a lot of question I wish to ask, there is something bothering me.
Because of all that, I go into his office and we had a MAN talk. I realize a lot of things from him, and also I thank God that he humbled and opened up himself to me.
He shared lots of its testimony, and seriously, it's somewhat demotivating, but it's truth. Through his testimony again, I found someone who are kinda in line with me, except for that he's a lot stronger and patient.
But the very last thing he wants me to think is that, "What's my calling?"
I'm still wondering a lot, and I'm. It sure whether it's my inner desire that make me doubt or it's really holy spirit that do the job... Hopefully prayers don't take a long time to be fulfilled again =)
E.T
Because of all that, I go into his office and we had a MAN talk. I realize a lot of things from him, and also I thank God that he humbled and opened up himself to me.
He shared lots of its testimony, and seriously, it's somewhat demotivating, but it's truth. Through his testimony again, I found someone who are kinda in line with me, except for that he's a lot stronger and patient.
But the very last thing he wants me to think is that, "What's my calling?"
I'm still wondering a lot, and I'm. It sure whether it's my inner desire that make me doubt or it's really holy spirit that do the job... Hopefully prayers don't take a long time to be fulfilled again =)
E.T
Thursday, August 4, 2011
24 hour difference
And she went online just now, for the first time I saw.
She said "Hey", and I was so shock. I quickly replied her, and my tears just rushed out, they're like standing by to roll out whenever the chance is. Sadly, the chat was short, but I thank God for that. I was spiritually down seriously, things are so messy, life is like a war, jobs everywhere. I experienced His really great love, by giving me her.
Hopefully I'll be alright soon, and not busy =)
Friday, July 15, 2011
Education and Parents
I used to ignorantly blame the parents of this generation of their blindness in money making. I cannot agree with that they placed more emphasis on monetary than family time. Money can't buy everything, this is what we all know.
However, money still can buy something. After doing a little research of the education in Malaysia, I'm amazed at the pioneers who fought for the quality education in this land. Sadly, the racial quota issue is never solved, in fact getting worse.
I can agree with the use of racial quota, but not that high quota though. In using the racial quota, I hope to see some fairness in it, but not abusing the use of quota. Parents of today earn hard money all for the education of their children. Now I understand this.
Anyhow, I still couldn't agree with that they wish to give us a quality education overseas and never come back to our mother land. Haha, perhaps I'm more rebellious. Anyway, I'll go overseas and come back to my mother land and fight for my rights one day. =)
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
New experience in the New world
After years and all the participations and experiences in Christian ministries, we tend to pray before the event/meeting and close with a prayer before dismissal.
Today, I am finally involved in quite a lot of meetings with non-Christians, or in the other way, as the only Christian. I feel awkward. "Huh, start edi ar?" "Huh, ended edi ar?" It was like so weird...
Perhaps, my life in high school was a good one. =)
Friday, April 8, 2011
Combo
Statistics Quiz, Sociology presentation, MPW test, all happen within 24 hours... Hectic!
Glad that they are over, and thank God for it. =)
Being sociologist
Seeing the similar in the differences, seeing the general in the particular, seeing the familiar in the strange. Structural functional approach, social-conflict approach and symbolic interaction approach, we need all these 3, and they work together as one. This is what we need to be when we view our surroundings in our daily life. =)
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