Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Creation and heartache

34And Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, "Behold, this child is appointed(BF) for the fall and rising of many in Israel, and for a sign(BG)that is opposed 35(and a sword will pierce through your own soul also), so that thoughts from many hearts may be revealed." Luke 2:34-35

Recently, I've started a student movement, and the project is a board! People can post their thoughts, discuss on any issues, post comments and also Like the post. Everything will operate as a Facebook, it's just that it's an offline mode. The aim of the board is to create awareness and promote thinking. At the same time, it's suppose to guide the thinking of the youth in a correct way. Yes, the word correct seems controversial, however, me as a leader together with my adviser have one mission in mind, that is moving people to the right-evangelism.

Yesterday was the first day of launching, and I was so sad about it. Yes, the response is overwhelming, but they are just all crap. The beautiful board seem to be corrupted by the rubbish, my heart sank. I just wanted to shout to all the crappers, "Hey, I'm the Creator of the board, I give you the freedom to voice out, but why are you corrupting it? Isn't that you should be responsible and love the board?" I almost feel like destroying the board, seriously. God is almighty and he is sovereign, he too can destroy the world, yet he love us.

God showed me the scripture above, and it comforts me a lot. Virgin Mary and Joseph is so strong, they've knew the truth that they will hurt deeply, yet they still move on. Thanks Mr Edmund (my adviser) for encouraging me and give me a clear picture. I guess I know what to do now, and the thing I lack is love.

Pray that I'll become more like Jesus, with a fatherly heart, and teaches the children patiently.

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