First time in my life

6 August 2010, I'll remember this day in my life.

Perhaps today is the longest time I spent in the car heading home from college. Surprisingly, I didn't feel any frustration or impatience, instead, I was and I am happy and delight.

I thought things will be worst, although I wish it to be better. For the past few days, I was emo-ing, and running away from a lot of problems. Running away from the problems isn't the first time in my life, and the problem that I just resolved recently is the problem I was running for quiet some time ago.

Bravery and honesty is the key to it. But of course, you need to share it with your siblings in Christ, as them to pray for you, seek his Kingdom and also His righteousness first, and cast all the sorrows to him. (Matthew 6:33, 1 Peter 5:7) I wouldn't have that bravery and honesty if I didn't cast my sorrows to Him. Eventually, He made everything flows smoothly, and He gave me these to solve my problem.

I know I've been bad in these few days, and I don't feel good as well. I really thank Him for everything, as I found myself grow a lot in this very short time, and I've learnt to prioritise things well, and the most importantly, surrender all to Him.

It's so hard to praise Him in these few days, and yet I tried. And thank Him, I experience even more things. =)

The happiness inside of me, is too great that I can't really tell. =)

I love You. ^^