When she loved me

By Sarah McLachlan

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

When she loved me.

Sem Break 2

Yay, finals are over, and it's pay back time.

I joined BB kao kao, I joined MYF kao kao, I joined CF kao kao, I joined prayer meeting kao kao, I sleep kao kao, I eat kao kao, I go out kao kao.

Everything also kao kao la, to pay back whatever I want. Hehe.

I actually made a sem break plan before that, but now it seems a little complicated. Hehe, too many things to stuff in two weeks. There're a lot of things I want to do, but there're only a few things I need to do. Sometimes I don't really know what I want though.

Thoughts came in, then went out later on. My feeling and thoughts flow like a river, they changes a lot.

I wish to help out a lot in BB, but then I'm lazy out of sudden. Or you call it "hong so" in hokkien. The devils are attacking me perhaps? Ish...

I had a nice chat with an old friend now, and I'm so glad that she actually wanted a good relationship with God, and she is so brave to voice out her needs and giving me an opportunity to help her, encourage her, as what my Lord commanded me to do so.

Okay, tomorrow gonna be a long day, a lot of jobs to do. Gonna rest early and pray for my friends. =)

The feeling of a teacher/father

I'm not a teacher yet nor a father. But I just wanted to share this feeling with you all, that I get from BB.

There's a bunch of kids, no, not really kids, but potential young people, struggles a lot and desire to learn. But they are from the same education background from me, that is the more passive type of education system - Chinese Ed.


It has been a long time that I've never met them, I concentrate a lot in my studies, and neglected them quite a lot. When thinking about them, I just can't wait to find a time to see them.

Seriosuly, they are like my sons and daughters; seeing them growing up fast is like seeing myself getting older, haha. But the feeling is so great, so happy, except for the getting old part.


They are growing up fast, they are about to take over the leadership of CLBU01 right now, but their trainings seems tough. Some of them are quite tired, some of them are frustrated, and some of them are having a lot of pressure. But, they didn't tell me about this, and they try not to.

Until today, there's someone tell me about it. And he/she (to prevent identification) explains that the younger trainee doesn't want me to see how "bad" they are, doesn't want me to worry about them. Aw, so considerate. But do they know that what I really want?


Yes, this is the main point of the blog, what I really want from them. I would be happier if I share their problems than seeing them doing great. To me, I know that you all aren't perfect, as I'm not, but all I want to see is see you all learn and grow, in a right way and right attitude. And most importantly, grow in FAITH!

Time flies

Wah, so fast. Tomorrow is the last day of class of Semester 2. I never expected the time to fly away that fast.

I joined IICP CF recently, and it was great!
I learned to study bible from Drew and Armond, and it was really really great!
I've just finish all my tests, reports and assignments, thanks God!
I've been eating a lot recently, and why don't I get fat?
I overslept yesterday, thank God for waking me up, and still makes me go to class on time.
I've completed quite a number of tasks, and gave up my International Relation award. =(
I've done my community service for this sem! Yay!
I've made a lot of friends.
I'm more outspoken now, but still not.
I've watched Toys Story 3, and I think God talked to me from the movie. =D
I get to know God more, and also myself more. I found myself in God!
Finally I have enough rest last night.

But,
I have missed a number of parades, and I will probably miss them again. =(
It has been a long time that I didn't go back to CLBU01 and didn't get updates and meet them.
I miss them a lot.
I think I'm a bad influence. >.<'"
I think I can do better!

I will have a week of study break starts from tuesday and having finals on 14/7 and 15/7. Then two weeks of sem break. =) Yippee!

Sem break plan:
1. Visit a company
2. Go for a trip (Genting Highland, Cameron Highland, or Maxwell Hill)
3. Finish up the book "Purpose Driven Youth Ministry" and "Spiritual Gift"
4. Help CLBU01
5. Bible study together with my church friends

Fun Fact

I'm not gay, that's for sure.

But I just don't know why I am actually afraid of girls, especially when talking to them one to one.

Some are exceptional. Exceptional cases are:
1. They are my family members or relatives.
2. They don't act like a girl (sorry to say that)
3. In BB camps or they are in uniform
4. They are older than me a lot >.<

How weird am I? I can't speak properly, and I won't look at them when I talk. >.<'"

Shh... Don't tell anyone k? Haha

Post Pesta 2010

I thought once Pesta is over, things are easier. But no, the end of Pesta 2010 seems to be the start of everything.

Post Pesta 2010 is quite fun though, especially with facebook around. Stories behind Pesta 2010 of every companies and individuals seems more transparent. It's so fun to see their preparation for Pesta, their company participation in Pesta and what do they feel about Pesta.

I love Pesta, I never missed a single Pesta throughout my BB life yet. =) I have a lot of feelings towards Pesta, if I have a girl friend, I think she might get jealous over BB and Pesta. Haha.

I wish that I can still remember every single bit of Pesta after years, and I can still remember to blog about during my sem break. =)

Busy June

One after one, I finished a lot of task, but still have a lot of undone jobs.

After BB Pesta and AUP Gala, a lot of my friends actually accomplish their dreams, missions, achievements and tasks. But when I look within me, I seems like playing in an endless mode game, while the rest are playing adventure mode game.

My current jobs:
1. BB faulty belts arrangement (due date-this Sat)
2. 3 Lab reports (1 due on this Thurs)
3. 1 Assigment (Probably next week)
4. Preparing for Calculus test 2 (probably next week)
5. Catching up in Calculus and Chemistry (hopefully can be done ASAP, which I don't wish them to pile up)
6. AUP Gala photos (no due date, but hopefully ASAP)
7. Sem break trip (before the sem ends, which is before the 2nd week of July)
8. CLBU01 bank accounts transfer (next week)
9. BB International Relation Badge work (first saturday of July)
10. BB Pesta photos (which I don't wish to process them)

I have two pencil-written blog draft which I wrote before Pesta, and I don't even have time to post them up.

=( God, please help me.

Thank God that everything is still in His control. =)